On June 4, 2018, at 2:38 a.m., I was not smiling like I am in this photo. At 2:39 a.m. I took my first breath without my husband. Thus began my journey of “firsts” by myself.

Hi, I’m Susan. I am a mother, grandmother, great-grandmother, sister, niece, cousin, and a WIDOW. Yes……I can finally say that word without choking up and sobbing.
I decided to share my journey in this blog to help other widows know they are not alone with the boatload full of emotions and thoughts when losing a spouse.
So come along this journey with me. I pray you will be blessed and comforted in your grieving process. Feel free to join in with your wandering thoughts, your anger, your crushed dreams, your joy, and your raw emotions.
